以下的：可能又是作者的虚拟
有史以来第一次觉得自己的感情有如粪土。不被珍惜，连怜惜的价值都没有。与其让你知道，早知就不表露自己的心意。被别人踩在脚底下的滋味，我已慢慢的习惯。
等待，有如活在人间地狱，纠缠的折腾令我难以呼吸。就那么一刻，我希望一切能静止。我不想感觉，因我只感觉到痛；我不想想，想的都是你悲伤的背影；我不想看，我眼里已容不下第二个人；我不想听，你的声音会令我心疼的想死。能拯救我的，由始至终你很明白这角色非你莫属。你的沉静，已是对我最残忍的折磨。
每次与你说话，我的感触变特别深，灵感特别多。写出来的都是一群稀里哗啦的废话。别人还以为我中了风，突然那么爱忧郁起来，写的文章也特别的伤感。也不知我是天才，还是笨蛋。
你明白为何我时常强颜欢笑吗？因为我不想让你看到我的伤，怕你不再与我说话。心里有数不清的问题，时时刻刻都情不自禁的想透露给你听。可是，我没必要问你，你表明得很清楚，我无需再让自己伤心一次。原谅我，我不是不想说，请让我留下这小小的自尊；我很痛，真得很痛。
开始喜欢静，喜欢夜晚，喜欢一个人听音乐。自闭也好，自暴自弃也好，我就是喜欢；因为，这是我唯一能与你在心里一起度过的时刻。。。
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11 kissed Nicole
缘分未到，不能强求。缘分到了，逃也逃不掉！
ReplyDelete我和你一樣﹐愛上不應該愛上的人。
ReplyDelete也習慣了黑夜帶給我的寧靜和失落感。
只是想跟你說﹐
世界上絕對不只有你這麼一個孤單的人﹐
也許在世界的某個角落﹐
有個一樣孤單的男人等著 (不是指我自己啦﹐我是女生)
self pity, like extravagance,
is an indulgence.
maybe its time to wake up and smell the roses =D
hm... if only i knew wat to comment
ReplyDeleteaiyo... bao bei... dun be so sad la... i wanna cry di... sob sob; cos... i'm lonely enuff... keke
ReplyDeleteits so sad Nicole! I can 'feel' your sadness. Life is not always fair. You're a good person, I am sure you will meet someone who is caring, cute and cuddly (3Cs).
ReplyDeleteYou have to move on, let it remain a good memory of both of you. You're a strong girl, you always get what you want.
so emotional......
ReplyDeleteHi leng lui.....how are u???
ReplyDeletesometimes, it's good to say out whatever kept inside your heart to someone who u really wish to share with.. of course if possible ... to the right person and to the one u wish to tell (him or her) and u will never know what will appear to the result of that....remember this.. as i told u many times, 想爱就要学会放手，不然再多努力也没有用。。 敢爱就要敢倾诉， 敢面对。你永远不可能会知道结果若你不去追求。表白后，至少你不觉得遗憾和对得起自己。and most of the time, the one might say out something that u feel it's against what u think and bcos of that u face-on and act happily. That shouldnt be the case and is not the right decision.
ReplyDeletecan someone translate pls ...=(
ReplyDeletewha-... i can only read "ren".
ReplyDeletethank u kindergarden.
Nic, life is short, must learn to enjoy everyday to the fullest. Stay happy.
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