Late nights

Short note: Haha, MAS airlines is jumping on the bandwagon of cheap budget flights. Now they're giving away 1 million free seats for domestic flights. Woo hoo, cheap 5 star seats here I come.


My bags remained unpacked at one corner, several items have been unloaded. A bottle of wine stood next to my lotion on the floor.

Just returned from Langkawi 15 hours ago and now I sat awake in front of my PC with no one to chat with on msn at this hour. A box of chocolate given from Langkawi laid half eaten at the side of my cpu.

Sun is rising, but being on the highrise building, there are no cheery birds chirping that I used to hear from my hometown. It's almost to mother's day now, less than a day away, I haven't bought anything for mom yet, though I have prepared some small gifts that I brought back from Langkawi. Will go back to Melaka today.

I opened my mailbox, several mails remained unread, will reply tomorrow, maybe. I opened a new mail, ready to compose, but I lost words, hence I came here instead. To announce to the world that I miss you, and despite my lost words, I want to tell you that I want to write to you, even if I have not received the usual emails I used to receive from you.

There's an article I would like to publish here, you know well what article it is. I shall not announce it, it's already published in my "more" personal blog anyway.

As each day passes, I'm holding back more and more, I wonder if this is a symptom of withdrawal. Counting down to the days we meet, I anticipate at the same time fear for the same thing you worried before. I don't ask for fancy gifts or flowery words, but I wish you could look me in the eye and tell me that I meant something to you.

It has been a while since I started writing any personal entries like this, entries that meant nothing and has no purpose. Makes me miss those days when one could write just about anything and any shit without fearing to offend anyone.

I met KinkyBlueFairy two days ago, her hair was looking gorgeous, I wished we went to Langkawi on the same day, Diva Kee Hua Chee was a sight to see, crudely hilarious. I wondered how did the sail went on the second day, mine was wet. Chic Wern and ChengLeong were great companies. Personality Linda was a miss, though I accidentally had a peek of her showering the other day (tee hee) . Being a diva with Francis was fun, we should go out for more drinks, he'll be one of the reasons I drink, just so I could see him drunk. lol

This is getting pretty random, I probably have another entry coming up today, but I couldn't resist blogging. It's just me. Three days away from Internet is depressing me already.