我很爱过一个人，很爱很爱。不指明道姓，他是一位新加坡人。
一切的结束，就从今天开始。一切的开始，却已是那么遥远。
我以为我们会有一个未来，那么幼稚的以为，一切能那么顺利。可是我发现，人没有完美的。两个脾气相同的人，根本不能在一起。冲突来了，就是伤痛。伤痛过后，却没有原谅；最后只会导致泪滴，和遗憾。
我至今认为爱情没对错，只有不体谅，不谅解。无论被一个人多伤，爱他，就要学会原谅。我觉得我竟然能做到这一点，为何却不能被同以对待。这或许就是我的遗憾。
我听说过，一个人这一生，会遇到三种人。第一，是我最爱的人；第二，是最爱我的人；第三，是终生相许的人，可都不是双方最爱的人。我很欣慰，我遇到了第一种人；却很无奈我不是他的最爱。我不知，今生何时我才能遇到第二以及第三种人。
算我迟钝，或许那些人已经出现；可我现在，只想好好的活在当下。这人生是那么的漫长，同时也很短暂。我想好好地走完这人生，尽情去品尝它的精华；同时也要掌握每一分每一秒，因为你不知你何时会失去身边的人和机会。
Birthday was great!!!!! So much fun and so crazy, though everyone was soooo late. But i got to dash to KL right now. So will talk about it later.
Got an interview today. Wish me luck! Hope I'm not late.
Will have a birthday dinner again with
Kenny and friends (not sure who to invite yet) this Saturday night. Kenny's idea for having one (Thanks!! Kenny!!).
Be back guys.... Yea~~ I am no longer the nocturnal Nicole!
It’s my birthday!! Wee!!! One year older!! Wee!!
Damn it!
It doesn’t matter, one year older means one year wiser. Or maybe not? Welp, you’re only as old as you think you are. And I feel, pretty… erm… 16? Hohoho…
Anyway, to save myself from wallowing in self pity, I’m throwing myself a small little party at my own humble home today, starting at 7pm later.
Nothing fancy; buffet, cakes, games, and lots of alcohol. I’m not drinking k, no matter what you do, you ain’t making me drink. My throat still kills so I’m cutting off from any liquor, or beer, or wine… But you have to drink, coz I’m going to make you do stupid stuff.. haha…
Will update when the actual party/gathering happens…
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The oddest thing just happened two days ago.
I was out in town looking for an old friend to discuss matters on the planning of my birthday event, when I received this call from a friend, which I have known for two years, who recently just returned from Ireland for CNY. I had promised to meet him up but totally forgot about it due to my not so perky moments earlier in the month.
So we made it a point to meet up that day, and thus the strange occurrence.
Remember when I said that Melaka is such a small town? I can’t remember which post, probably from a very old post in my friendster, and probably it has already been deleted by friendster, I’m not sure. But anyway, I remember myself describing Melaka in a way, that practically everyone in this town somehow knows one another one way or the other.
Take the local one and only famous bar for example, Purebar (but I think sunshine bar is another rising star here), if ever you wanna meet a friend, an old friend, friends you have lost contact with for many years who reside in Melaka, or just any local friend that you are too lazy to keep in contact with; go to Purebar on a weekend night, you’ll meet a whole group of them.
That’s how I bumped into a fair number of my high school mates on a Saturday night which I have never met for at least 3-6 years (damn it! I should have known), and imagine, I have not stayed in Melaka for 6 years before that. That’s how freaking small this place is, don’t underestimate how closely connected each and every citizen of this town/state is.
Back to my point, so we met up in Starbucks of Pahlawan shopping centre. After a while, we manage to get to the topic of high school life, then to friends that he think I might know that he know too. And guess what?! Turns out, he is somewhat related to a friend who is somewhat distantly related to me.
Man! All of a sudden, I have a cousin brother!
Distant cousin brother to be exact. By the end of the day, I manage to figure out our relationship. He ended up being my mother’s elder sister’s husband’s younger sister’s son. And the mutual friend or distant relative that we mentioned is my mother’s elder sister’s husband’s elder brother’s daughter’s son, which makes him our somehow our distant nephew?
Complicated indeed~~
So earlier in the evening, we decided to visit a café that was opened by our mutual cousin. The cousin that linked us together, that makes him my mother’s elder sister’s eldest son.
The shock he has.. haha… seeing us together. It was a fun night indeed. In one night, I manage to have tea with both of my cousin brother, one of which 8 years older and another 17 years older.
So… What have I learned?
Don’t date anyone from the same hometown. You never know what you’ll find out no matter how well you think you know the person. -.-
