Woke up with a face full of make up and in my day clothes, it’s 12am and I’m in bed in a hotel room in Shanghai. I got up to wash my face and changed into my pyjamas. You filled my head as

I will miss you in my free time, so I occupy myself with work, and more work. Diving myself into a world where I am forbidden to miss you is like taking drugs, it only lasts till I sober up. So I sank

Copied these post from my FB wall so I have a record of these thoughts.  Written om 10/11/2017 I don't know how people do it, still have a life while their love one is bed ridden waiting for death to knock on door.